i m stupid really stupid. kindness= stupidity
where all ur fren when u nid it the most?? i donno to be angry sad or wad. my mind nw is totally blank. don even noe wad i shld or shld nt do.wad so gd to be rushing to ur fren aids when they don even care?lending money to ppl as though is FOC? coming to ppl when they nid help n jus ignore u when they don nid u anymore. i m jus a stupid idiot BAKAYARO!! i really hab enough of this stupid shit. Thanks to those hu comfort me ytd. thanks alot.
I`m running after you;
1:28 PM
jus writing some of my feeling n rubbish.
to A, i hab only noe u for lik 4 yrs? but i think i noe u better than almost every1 else. maybe u hab change or jus trying to act differently, i really donno. but our friendship i would say i cant even get bac into it. people changes even if we don wan it to be. everytime we quarrel 80~90% of the time is nt cause either 1 is at fault. we always quarrel cos of others. u may say tat i over protective or wadeveer shit. i may seem tat i m always taking on the bad side. but in the end we both jus wan the other person to be better. but i will say i cant stand u in 1 thing.u can be the worst enermy with 1 person n in a split sec u can be the best of fren with tat same enermy of urs when u r quarreling with another fren. i m totally speechless with this.i hab to say tat we hab fun laughther, high n low tgt. the time where brothers n sister matter. but for nw all it jus seem lik a fantasy. lastly if there really anything tat i m at fault i will nw be saying sry.
to B,i hab only noe u in sec 3 but we r lik the closest fren u can find.hanging out every single days without fail, staying in sch everyday to go hw, or even play. we even waited for each other for CCA, n other etc.i m shock when i get to AEM with u.the experiment we do always n mostly get the highest in the group which to me prove academic result does nt mean anything. but to say the truth i really donno wad has happen between us. i really donno. i think is my fault? but i really donno wad i m in fault abt. so i will jus say i m sry.
to C n D, i only noe u 2 well in tuition. as time pass we 3 become gd fren.soon more n more ppl start to join the tuition n the group become bigger n bigger.at first it seem to be fun n enjoyable lesson with alot of close/known fren. but it get chaotic as the cher cant even control the class.except for alvinder =x. in the tuition with so many fren. it seem jus lik in sch where every1 is tgt studying but there sure to be problem. the group start to split. ppl start to change. so jus hang out with ur fren n hope u do well.
to E, i think i start to noe u only in sec2 when we r both involve with NJY. we start getting close n by sec 3 we r lik chatting buddy? n by the time u join the tuition. u become the center of attraction. where every 1 start to di siao u n everything. though by nw every1 is split. we also does nt contact as much as usual. u can still find me for advice if it is helpful =x.
to F n G, the way i get to noe u is wierd n funny i swear. calling a person through the fone jus to noe the person =x. in sec 1 we chatted lik almost everyday? which make mine n yu en bill go boom. is so much fun everyday toking on the fone. n tat when we become brothers n sisters. slowly, we start to go out as a group but in the end every1 has to go their own ways. sad but surely i will rmb all this friendship we hab.
to H, i think in sec 1 u r the 1st fren or the 1st ever close fren i noe. but ur nonsense is really irritating i swear. every1 say so.if u could jus change tat i m sure u will hab lots of fren.u r the 1st fren tat i quarrel with ppl abt == stupid though. but i hab bear with u for 4 yrs? n i nw start to cant stand u also. so i nid some personal time b4 we start toking again.
I`m running after you;
10:35 AM
